FishDreamer scribbles: Seeking Serenity Online

Thursday, 22 September 2005

I'm back!

I can't upload this yet, but I have hope I will be able to soon. In the meantime, I have a yen to write so here I am. It's been a good day, mostly. In lieu of a workout, I mowed the lawn when I got home. This is only the second time I've handled the lawn mower by myself, so I was pretty pleased. I also hydrated the cat, which did not please her so much but it will make her feel better. And she gets over it pretty quickly, which eases the unpleasantness.

Things have changed around here. I'm doing okay, working my way through the differences and getting used to it. It's been hard, and sad, and I had to do some things I never thought I'd have to do. And no, I can't talk about it. It's not really mine to tell, and now is not the time. I'm sorry about that.

Friday, 21 October 2005

I never did get a chance to put that up, until now. I'm back, kind of. The big change and the thing I couldn't talk about and all the agony and misery and introspection, is this: I'm getting divorced. I can't talk about it, I can't explain, some day maybe I'll be able to visit what happened and share, but I don't know. It's not done, yet. There's all the work of getting divorced to get through first, and he knows I have this site. I don't want to put anything out here for him to read, you see. That's not fair to either of us, and it's not smart either.

So, that's where I am. I have been dying to write more, so maybe there will be updates more soon. I'm thinking of signing up for National Novel Writing Month, which is November. I will not be posting any efforts, but I might write about it if I have time. I've never tried to write that much before, and I'm no particularly skilled or experienced with fiction, but I've wanted to try it for years and this looks like my best opportunity. It will also be a good distraction, I think.

I'm sorry I disappeared like that; there was a power failure which knocked out the servers in the house, and I didn't have any instructions on how to boot them. I transferred my hosting before that, but I had no way to move the files to the new host. Do now!

Short little update to say I'm back and I'm sorry I just dropped away like that. Most of you probably knew something was up, but I didn't have a chance to post anything at all and that didn't feel so good. So, here I am. Email me if you'd like, I've got that set up as well and I'd love to know you're still out there.

It's so good to be back!

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